Sleepless > Sleepy

I cant seems to sleep when I am at home.

Many things went through my mind about what I am gonna blog but seems to disappear when I am at my laptop. Next time I must make a point to joint it down somewhere.

I can feel my work is piling yet i am too lazy to start or maybe dunno where to start. school is gonna start on 25 Jan for me, i am feeling a bit lost. Maybe it is a mixture of happy, sad, tired and excited. I need to organize my stuff and get my butt and mind working soon.

I should go to sleep now. 4 hours of sleep before hell starts.

Twenty - Ten

Seems far but yet it's here. Finally it's twenty-ten. Tang wei taught me the correct way of saying this. It been very long since i last blog. Just wanna pen down some thoughts before i get too old and forgetful.

hope this yr is a fruitful yr for me. twenty-nine was a bad yr for me so to say.

i have been an angry person this yr. i felt abit left out sometimes. deprived. i cant think of the examples but maybe if i ever rmb i would write it down here.

stay tune.

SLR

haha i finally can strike off another item on my list. i got my SLR. Canon 40D. Comex was selling it at $1799. which is the same price at the retails. but they give alot goodies. with my camera i got:
1. 8 GB memory card
2. 4 GB memory card
3. EOS workbook (A guide book for all the equipments)
4. EOS 40D guide book
5. Tripod Stand (mine is a big one leeping got a small one so i wun carry this around like leeping :])
6. UV filter lens
7. screen protector
8. camera bag
9. Caliber (i dunnoe wad's that for)

when u buy extended warrenty they free u another lens!!!!

the pics i took it's quite big. i will try to load it up.

u read her blog. listen the song she recommended u. created a blog i accidentally stumble on. dun be surprised. i knew how much u minded about her stuff. how much concern u showed her. now i wondered, how true are those words u said to me.

Past

the geitai at the big field diagonally opp is killing me. i decided since i cant sleep yet i will blog abit before they end today's session.

it's cruel to leave someone when she is feeling down. i feel bad. but i did that. for my welfare. i cant afford another fall when she disappear within thin air again.

it hurts so much when the forgotten past seem so clear now. suddenly i rmb the details.
it hurts to know how much raye loves lyn. it hurts to know raye din love me as much as i do. it hurts to know that raye take me just a brief past a fling maybe. i must wake up now, "nuthing much" has really happened. i have been dwelling on "nuthing much"

Stress

after burning midnight oil for a few nights, i passed my test on wednesday for some insurance. well i got ten papers in total and i have passed 2 alrdy. i din sleep well on thursday. friday, we set off to melaka until sunday afternoon. i rushed over to the durian party in the evening and met up with dave on sunday night to watch Sex and the City. well u might tot i am crazy. well i tot so too. after the whole week burned, i got a long week ahead. this week was bad for me becos i got totally screwed by customers. sat i got OT. course on sat afternoon.

haiz another long week for me. July is a bad month for me.

Malacca, here i come!

OMG i am going to Malacca for the company trip. cant wait to shop. tink of good food and cheap bras. i am going abit crazy. haha

suddenly i felt death all around me. ben ben's dead (ben ben is a dog anyway). he passed away alone at night. ben ben is boy boy's playmate. they stayed together, eat together, shit together and bath together for almost 2 yrs before boy boy moved in to stay with us. my sister's boss's dog passed away too. both cases are due to old age. and i can feel it nearing me. i shd start doing my research for preparing a dog's funeral. like wad do i do? call SPCA? wad's their number? how much they charge? are they going to bury him or cremate him?

this is a busy weekend for me. once i am back from the trip, i will have a durian party in the evening. followed by a movie with Dave. WE ARE going to watch:



not forgetting this invitation i rcd at 1 am in the morning. telling me something in advance. this is gonna happen on the month of sep. i promised dave this is gonna be on my blog. i am very honoured to be the first one to rcd this invitation from him and also he is very honoured (i tink so), that i am the first one to tell him i am coming. and here i am, posting the invitation on my blog. well i hope to rcd a hard copy for this nicely printed kk.