SLR

haha i finally can strike off another item on my list. i got my SLR. Canon 40D. Comex was selling it at $1799. which is the same price at the retails. but they give alot goodies. with my camera i got:
1. 8 GB memory card
2. 4 GB memory card
3. EOS workbook (A guide book for all the equipments)
4. EOS 40D guide book
5. Tripod Stand (mine is a big one leeping got a small one so i wun carry this around like leeping :])
6. UV filter lens
7. screen protector
8. camera bag
9. Caliber (i dunnoe wad's that for)

when u buy extended warrenty they free u another lens!!!!

the pics i took it's quite big. i will try to load it up.

u read her blog. listen the song she recommended u. created a blog i accidentally stumble on. dun be surprised. i knew how much u minded about her stuff. how much concern u showed her. now i wondered, how true are those words u said to me.

Past

the geitai at the big field diagonally opp is killing me. i decided since i cant sleep yet i will blog abit before they end today's session.

it's cruel to leave someone when she is feeling down. i feel bad. but i did that. for my welfare. i cant afford another fall when she disappear within thin air again.

it hurts so much when the forgotten past seem so clear now. suddenly i rmb the details.
it hurts to know how much raye loves lyn. it hurts to know raye din love me as much as i do. it hurts to know that raye take me just a brief past a fling maybe. i must wake up now, "nuthing much" has really happened. i have been dwelling on "nuthing much"

Stress

after burning midnight oil for a few nights, i passed my test on wednesday for some insurance. well i got ten papers in total and i have passed 2 alrdy. i din sleep well on thursday. friday, we set off to melaka until sunday afternoon. i rushed over to the durian party in the evening and met up with dave on sunday night to watch Sex and the City. well u might tot i am crazy. well i tot so too. after the whole week burned, i got a long week ahead. this week was bad for me becos i got totally screwed by customers. sat i got OT. course on sat afternoon.

haiz another long week for me. July is a bad month for me.

Malacca, here i come!

OMG i am going to Malacca for the company trip. cant wait to shop. tink of good food and cheap bras. i am going abit crazy. haha

suddenly i felt death all around me. ben ben's dead (ben ben is a dog anyway). he passed away alone at night. ben ben is boy boy's playmate. they stayed together, eat together, shit together and bath together for almost 2 yrs before boy boy moved in to stay with us. my sister's boss's dog passed away too. both cases are due to old age. and i can feel it nearing me. i shd start doing my research for preparing a dog's funeral. like wad do i do? call SPCA? wad's their number? how much they charge? are they going to bury him or cremate him?

this is a busy weekend for me. once i am back from the trip, i will have a durian party in the evening. followed by a movie with Dave. WE ARE going to watch:



not forgetting this invitation i rcd at 1 am in the morning. telling me something in advance. this is gonna happen on the month of sep. i promised dave this is gonna be on my blog. i am very honoured to be the first one to rcd this invitation from him and also he is very honoured (i tink so), that i am the first one to tell him i am coming. and here i am, posting the invitation on my blog. well i hope to rcd a hard copy for this nicely printed kk.

Adam Sandler

I like this show back in the old days by him called "The Wedding Singer". So i wanted to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan. even though some stuff are really exaggerating. Like he used his tongue to unscrew a screw, his swimming trucks showing his big cock. OMG this is so hilarious. I like the part that Adam Sandler have to fake the accent in the show when he speak. Haha i din watch this show alone. I watched with Zhiren, Joey and a new ger Ting Ting.
hanging out with them me feel like the old days when i hang out with a group of butches. Ting Ting is a ger who cant stop talking. she is 19. sweet looking ger.
After the show, Joey and me took a cab home. i alighted the cab on the opp side of the road. becos it was like 3.30am in the morning, i was kinda in my world. haha at the side of the road was IVAN. he alight the cab around the area and saw me walking from far. he waited at the side of the road and we went up the block together.
so nice of him : ]

ONE.

on that beautiful sat afternoon, i went to bugis for my session ALONE. After that i headed to town to shop at centrepoint ALONE. After shopping, i went for a movie ALONE. with a big red bag and being alone. i caught an ah pek's attention who ask me if he can be my fren. (OMG save me pls). I took night rider ALONE. the bus flew so fast home that make me puke after i alight.

haiz i felt so pathetic.

I miss raye.