eve's

oh ya. i asked my brother to get me a coach wallet from canada. it cost $130 but the price tag in US$200. cool huh. but the wallet abit too big abit flashy but never mind i like it.

I worked till 8pm today. worst of all days. average only until 7pm. I was the last one to leave the company and i have switch off the lights and stuff. I tot i heard someone was out there, that someone open the drawer but there was no one except me. shit! i am just scaring myself.

i got this from yu min:
qns: What is a donut without a hole in the middle?
ans: hum ching beng!

haha funny rite? so cool.

On average, i have one meal a day. stay awake busy staring at computer for at least 12 hours. now i got a sore eye for my left eye. looks like i am gonna be bind. i am coughing like crazy, even breathing difficulties at times. i paid my life for the pay i am receiving. sometimes i wish i can drop everything and stick to raye like how lyn does it. haha. but i got too much. too much that i cant let go. mama says i am a responsible kid.

i tink due to the stress i am facing. it seems like i have stopped mens for many months. maybe i got a disorder. i need to get a insurance cover as soon as possible. i cant sleep at night. my complexion is rotting. i am taking more sticks a day.

nuthing seems to get through me.

i am crazy

i kena complain in company like siao.

i cry alone in the dark. sometimes even when i am outside.

i am crazy. i need someone to fall back on.

i am losing it all.