Past

the geitai at the big field diagonally opp is killing me. i decided since i cant sleep yet i will blog abit before they end today's session.

it's cruel to leave someone when she is feeling down. i feel bad. but i did that. for my welfare. i cant afford another fall when she disappear within thin air again.

it hurts so much when the forgotten past seem so clear now. suddenly i rmb the details.
it hurts to know how much raye loves lyn. it hurts to know raye din love me as much as i do. it hurts to know that raye take me just a brief past a fling maybe. i must wake up now, "nuthing much" has really happened. i have been dwelling on "nuthing much"