eve's

World is small

2010-08-29T09:46:00.000-07:00

FACEBOOK. it is a very scary thing. so much about someone's own private life can be revealed in this social network. who are your friends will tell other people alot about yourself. Think deeper. You will understand what I am trying to say.

Today, 29 Sep 2010, is a happy day for me. I watched "Fried Rice Paradise", had a steamboat dinner and went shopping @ Bugis. I bought a white dress and a black one from little match girl. Now all I need is a white pair of heels for the big day!

I shall post my bro's rom pic up.

Wake up, Eat, Work, Yoga, Study, Sleep

2010-07-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

Yes... This is the routine that I am going through from Monday to Sunday. School is going to start next week. I am reading my text already. No time for shopping and night hang outs.

I am going to post some pictures for BKK trip.

Death

2010-04-11T12:51:00.000-07:00

Death makes us, human beings, seem so weak and vulnerable. One organ down and we are gone. Or maybe in a motor vehicle accident, we are crushed. Or maybe even like some, collapsed and gone.

After we are gone, what's left is just our family members deciding what is good for the dead. Sad to say, even if it's against our wishes, we have no right to say how things should be done. Are we suppose to wake up from our coffin and walk right up to you and tell you how we want things to be done?

Now that the decisions that made by the living seems the right and correct thing to do. Example: I am a Taoist. I am old and most of the time unconscious nearing my death. The ones that stayed by my side are Christians. All her friends from church came to pray for me at my bedside. When I am gone, you held a funeral for me as a Christian. Because you believe that is good for me. You believed that that's the only way to heaven by accepting god's grace and hold the ceremony as Christian.

To be honest, I personally find that it's a joke. It seems that you force this down on me.

It was a struggle for us to sit through the ceremony. Having someone at the stand, using this opportunity to preach to us about god. Were the people there when she was awake? Did the people asked her if she accepted god's grace? Were the person at the stand saw her when she left this world? No.

Experience Counts.

2010-03-23T09:39:00.001-07:00

Working experiences are like water in a dish.
I am a sponge.
Absorbs water from the dish of water.
Once the water runs out.
The sponge dries up.

You know it's time to leave. After 1 year of struggle, I won myself and find the courage to move out of my comfort zone. It's a big step and I will be fine.
So now.... I AM ON A JOB HUNT!

Sleepless > Sleepy

2010-01-06T10:38:00.000-08:00

I cant seems to sleep when I am at home.

Many things went through my mind about what I am gonna blog but seems to disappear when I am at my laptop. Next time I must make a point to joint it down somewhere.

I can feel my work is piling yet i am too lazy to start or maybe dunno where to start. school is gonna start on 25 Jan for me, i am feeling a bit lost. Maybe it is a mixture of happy, sad, tired and excited. I need to organize my stuff and get my butt and mind working soon.

I should go to sleep now. 4 hours of sleep before hell starts.

Twenty - Ten

2010-01-05T10:31:00.000-08:00

Seems far but yet it's here. Finally it's twenty-ten. Tang wei taught me the correct way of saying this. It been very long since i last blog. Just wanna pen down some thoughts before i get too old and forgetful.

hope this yr is a fruitful yr for me. twenty-nine was a bad yr for me so to say.

i have been an angry person this yr. i felt abit left out sometimes. deprived. i cant think of the examples but maybe if i ever rmb i would write it down here.

stay tune.

SLR

2008-08-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

haha i finally can strike off another item on my list. i got my SLR. Canon 40D. Comex was selling it at $1799. which is the same price at the retails. but they give alot goodies. with my camera i got:
1. 8 GB memory card
2. 4 GB memory card
3. EOS workbook (A guide book for all the equipments)
4. EOS 40D guide book
5. Tripod Stand (mine is a big one leeping got a small one so i wun carry this around like leeping :])
6. UV filter lens
7. screen protector
8. camera bag
9. Caliber (i dunnoe wad's that for)

when u buy extended warrenty they free u another lens!!!!

the pics i took it's quite big. i will try to load it up.

2008-08-26T11:17:00.000-07:00

u read her blog. listen the song she recommended u. created a blog i accidentally stumble on. dun be surprised. i knew how much u minded about her stuff. how much concern u showed her. now i wondered, how true are those words u said to me.

Past

2008-07-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

the geitai at the big field diagonally opp is killing me. i decided since i cant sleep yet i will blog abit before they end today's session.

it's cruel to leave someone when she is feeling down. i feel bad. but i did that. for my welfare. i cant afford another fall when she disappear within thin air again.

it hurts so much when the forgotten past seem so clear now. suddenly i rmb the details.
it hurts to know how much raye loves lyn. it hurts to know raye din love me as much as i do. it hurts to know that raye take me just a brief past a fling maybe. i must wake up now, "nuthing much" has really happened. i have been dwelling on "nuthing much"

Stress

2008-07-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

after burning midnight oil for a few nights, i passed my test on wednesday for some insurance. well i got ten papers in total and i have passed 2 alrdy. i din sleep well on thursday. friday, we set off to melaka until sunday afternoon. i rushed over to the durian party in the evening and met up with dave on sunday night to watch Sex and the City. well u might tot i am crazy. well i tot so too. after the whole week burned, i got a long week ahead. this week was bad for me becos i got totally screwed by customers. sat i got OT. course on sat afternoon.

haiz another long week for me. July is a bad month for me.

Malacca, here i come!

2008-06-26T09:00:00.000-07:00

OMG i am going to Malacca for the company trip. cant wait to shop. tink of good food and cheap bras. i am going abit crazy. haha

suddenly i felt death all around me. ben ben's dead (ben ben is a dog anyway). he passed away alone at night. ben ben is boy boy's playmate. they stayed together, eat together, shit together and bath together for almost 2 yrs before boy boy moved in to stay with us. my sister's boss's dog passed away too. both cases are due to old age. and i can feel it nearing me. i shd start doing my research for preparing a dog's funeral. like wad do i do? call SPCA? wad's their number? how much they charge? are they going to bury him or cremate him?

this is a busy weekend for me. once i am back from the trip, i will have a durian party in the evening. followed by a movie with Dave. WE ARE going to watch:

not forgetting this invitation i rcd at 1 am in the morning. telling me something in advance. this is gonna happen on the month of sep. i promised dave this is gonna be on my blog. i am very honoured to be the first one to rcd this invitation from him and also he is very honoured (i tink so), that i am the first one to tell him i am coming. and here i am, posting the invitation on my blog. well i hope to rcd a hard copy for this nicely printed kk.

Adam Sandler

2008-06-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

I like this show back in the old days by him called "The Wedding Singer". So i wanted to watch Don't Mess With The Zohan. even though some stuff are really exaggerating. Like he used his tongue to unscrew a screw, his swimming trucks showing his big cock. OMG this is so hilarious. I like the part that Adam Sandler have to fake the accent in the show when he speak. Haha i din watch this show alone. I watched with Zhiren, Joey and a new ger Ting Ting.
hanging out with them me feel like the old days when i hang out with a group of butches. Ting Ting is a ger who cant stop talking. she is 19. sweet looking ger.
After the show, Joey and me took a cab home. i alighted the cab on the opp side of the road. becos it was like 3.30am in the morning, i was kinda in my world. haha at the side of the road was IVAN. he alight the cab around the area and saw me walking from far. he waited at the side of the road and we went up the block together.
so nice of him : ]

ONE.

2008-06-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

on that beautiful sat afternoon, i went to bugis for my session ALONE. After that i headed to town to shop at centrepoint ALONE. After shopping, i went for a movie ALONE. with a big red bag and being alone. i caught an ah pek's attention who ask me if he can be my fren. (OMG save me pls). I took night rider ALONE. the bus flew so fast home that make me puke after i alight.

haiz i felt so pathetic.

I miss raye.

Rest Day

2008-06-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

i miss those days when i can wake up at 10am on a weekday and head down to rivervale plaza for a mac breakfast to set my day right.

i hate macs on weekend becos i have to squeeze with the crowd. people everywhere and long queues. turn me off. i rather spend the day at home and rot my day away.

is Singapore's population growing? this is so irritating.

TW'S TP!!!!!!!!

2008-06-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

as she worried about her TP. my hrt is beating fast too. TW! JIA YOU!

i like tw's lastest entry on 7th June. haha esp the last part
"Leeping types Okay, I type Okie while Eve types as K.
Amy what's your way of spelling?"
haha one O.K many ways of saying.

i enjoyed the outing on sat evening with my poly frens. seem so long. almost one yr alrdy. see the pics:

Sam.Kevin.JunJie

The couple:May & KaiHoe

Dinner @ Sakura

Wilson.Me.May

Me.May

True Soldiers: Kaihoe.JinHao (Even take pics also so rigid)

Wilson.Me

MadHouse: a pool table in Kaihoe's house. His hse is dam fucking big and fun lor

JinHao's fever. He is abit crazy about this book that compiled of his pictures. He bought that from photobucket. cost $50 bucks

Bored.

Me.Jessie

Madhouse: By the pool. This pool is not the pool table we talking about. It's a swimming pool.

Poly Class.

memories

2008-06-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

we met and went out for dinner. this is a sudden arrangement. i walked passed her centre and she was there with angelo. we went for beef noodles at kovan. i wasn't that hungry, actually just wanna go out with her. i dunnoe when will next time be.

i see that she is kinda troubled about junior. and also her. well as usual they quarrelled. on our way home, i wanted to talk about US. but suddenly i am lost with words. i dunnoe what about US we can talk about. i really miss her. but we seems so distance after the months. seems like i dunnoe her or we just got to know each from the streets. we were like two frens never existed in each other's world. our conversation were brief and superficial

true. yes. i am angry and sad. about the whole parting thing. i told myself this will be the last time. there she was talking about jurong mee siam and i mumbled "this will be the last time" not what she said angers me. but the parting thing angers me.

SHIT! Eve, you are losing your focus again.

Motherly

2008-05-30T21:38:00.001-07:00

i love this picture. why? cos tw's jazzie is chio. second i like it when leeping say that she can see my motherly love flowing out from me in this picture.

looking at dave's blog. i am so happy. how much i enjoy suntanning with them for the past 3 weeks. how much fun i had. looking at the pics makes me smile. i'm gonna miss going sentosa. just like how much i miss the timbre guy. till date i dunno his name. but one thing for sure i know who is his fling alrdy.

it's sat again. rountine stuff. timbre is part of the routine.

i am happy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND

2008-05-17T10:13:00.001-07:00

tang wei's family outing at changi court condo was fun. the bbq pit was located next to the swimming pool. reminds me that night when i was swimming at vergel's condo. it's nice swimming at night. but this condo has a guard stand right next to the swimming pool, we wanted to soak our legs also cannot.

today is lousy day for us. we took cab to changi. the uncle was very rude. and when we took a cab home. THIS DRIVER is siao one lor. i was seated in front becos he is dangerous. he was trying to talk to me. on and off talking and asking stupid stuff. example:
D: i have been driving for 84 hours. i earn alot alrdy. almost 500 plus.
me: oh. (crazy why the hell i need to know that u earn alot. i earn more den u and easier. i work monday to friday 9 to 6pm nia.)
... den he was talking some shit and i will try to end the conversation. and he will try to say something again.
D: why din't u buy a car.
me: i got no driving license (this is a lie so to end the conversation fast)
D: go and take la. very easy to pass one
me: oh
... i was pretending to fall asleep so he will not try to tok to me. i realise from the corner of my eyes he looked at me on and off. looking at my legs too cos i was wearing shorts
D: how old are you?
ME: 18
D: 18?
Me; yes
... after we reached home, leeping relate to me that he was staring at my butt when i alighted. so dam freaking scary.

when i walked to my lift. i saw this half naked guy (INDIAN AGAIN) walking into the lift. i pretended that i dun stay in the block and i walked away. i was dam freak out that i chatted with my mum on the phone when taking the lift.

RANDOM:
i called u ytd. i was scare to speak when u answered. scare it was lyn. but i am glad u picked up even though u did not said a word. i felt like we were connected just by the phone. i felt nearer to you. i tot i was crazy just for getting thru your line. tang wei's bday is near the corner. u rmb u were there last yr with us. you brought a camel and a cake. camel for me and cake for tangwei. when i was on the phone with you earlier, i could hear u driving. but when i called you again. u told me that u are still on the way from sk. i tot i heard u wrongly and i believed u. suddenly u pop out from no where. it was a pleasant surprise for me. i love the lil lie. makes me feel excited seeing u.

it's one yr alrdy. it's a long run for me. kinda tired to carry this on. sometimes even dreaming of we being together seems it's like so far and so impossible. i always thought that we will be very very happy together. eating sea ham and kuay chap. maybe this will never ever happen.

Blacks again~

2008-05-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

after work, i look at my phone. i saw my wall paper.

Me: It's fucking depressing
Ashley: why?
Me: after the whole day. not a single soul contacted me. Maybe i shd get a bf
Ashley: your phone is always ringing alrdy just for today
Me; No! who says so.
Ashley: anyway if you have a bf most probably u will be the one who keep smsing him.

MY IDEAL HALF: see the ruby players from all blacks? i need my partner to be like them. better still not just look like them but is one of them. i would so proud of him.

okay i am dreaming again. how can a singaporean guy look like them. he would look so gay. so that means i need to fly to aussie. hee to catch one.

All Blacks - The Haka

2008-05-03T10:23:00.000-07:00

all blacks is one of my loves. i wanted to get the adidas t-shirt for a very long time but they dun sell it in singapore adidas outlet. FINALLY they brought the t-shirt into singapore outlet. it cost me $59 bucks kk. i am super happy.

i brought puay (my colleague) to timbre. rmb it's sat today??? it's cutie time.

i love sunday. cos i am going to meet ivan.

Sentosa Trip

2008-05-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

30th April:

I went suntanning alone at sentosa. I wasnt burnt

1st May:

i went SENTOSA AGAIN. with dave bo wei and dave's fren. swimming and playing beach volleyball. i am burnt!

i got the BURN SYDROME. i am gonna apply alots of cream on my face so i dun look "peel fresh"

Some pictures for you. Enjoy!

Mark's toys. Looks like GIANT from this view. i find it cute becos his toys are lying all around the house like this. but luckily is in a corner, not in the middle. kids huh?

Night out with my colleagues. Dinner @ ah wok after that we headed to dragon fly.

this is just zhi lian

look like we are students doing project rite? u are wrong! in fact we are planning for our sep trip plus dinner plus chill out session. (Feasting Time)

look how serious is dave

this is zhi lian again. u can see bowei hidding. becos he dun like to take pictures.

this is sentosa

so this is me.

feels like my life is back on track. i am swimming, sun tanning, dinner out with frens, movie with sister, playing badminton, seeing ivan. i can feel the life in me. i am so excited. looking forward.

oh ya toking about Ivan. we lost the last game on 30th april. we are out of the intercon. as for Ivan, u might not be aware i crush on him like a few months ago. i tot the feeling subsided. now it's like falling in love with him the sec time. awwww... haha but i just got to know from andy about the vice chairman position thingy. i was a lil disappointed with him. but anyway i still love him hee hee.

I love weekends

2008-04-29T09:46:00.000-07:00

Friday Night:

I went to catch a movie with my mei mei and i decided not to watch any show with her in the future. she insisted on this movie "Funny Games". wow super not funny. no plot not romantic NUTHING. this show is like shit.

Sat Night:

I went bugis shopping and bought myself a dress. it's been donkey yrs since i last went shopping. it's seems like i worked too hard for money. anyway after shopping i met tang wei and leeping at Terminal 3. i suggested this trip becos i wanted to reminisce memories of Jayius and Raye. no la, i wanted to shop around becos i over heard my colleagues toking about it while working.

indeed, it was good. see how crazy it was for us. this new playground deserve a high rating for our group meeting.

this picture depicts someone's signature look. This is a grp joke. leeping and tangwei went to hougang mall and they decided to stop by a delifrance shop to get some bread. they saw this aunty who looks like raye. and the aunty gave them a funny stare(like how i did it in the pic above). soon it became a joke for us the way "Raye" look like.

too bad amy mei mei was nt round and we got our bunny to replace her. (Our grp pic: see below)

Sunday Night:

i am glad that badminton class was cancelled due to exams and i have more time to myself. i decided to head down to orchard to get my hair done. highlighted it but it make me look abit lian. after which i met bo wei and dave for dinner at shaw house. it was like doing project. project goal: have a smooth trip in bangkok. bo wei as usual, a good leader. got things planned out very nicely and organised. spur us to tink TIME VS BUDGET. he is a simple yet chim guy.

after that we were on a topic about ah lian. our conversation as follows:
dave: my bro has a gf who is ah lian
me: why ah lian? how do u know that his gf is ah lian?
dave: she smoke and she french kiss with my brother after just a few days together.
me: hello they are just open so wad if she smoke.
dave: they can do petting at void deck lor

haha they are just kids to me. no where to fuck so they do the fucking at void deck. OPEN MINDED VS CLOSE MINDED. this is how people define ah lian. i tot ah lian would tok like this "CHI BYE, 我 kena 他们duo, 叫我出来又没有来。懒觉(lan jiao) ka ni lao bu chao chi bye FUCK " wow i use up all my vocab for this sentence leh. haha

woohooo i am gonna meet Ivan tml for another badminton game. i guess this is the last one. i will dedicate my next entry to him. hee looking forward :D

SAT FEVER

2008-04-25T10:17:00.001-07:00

OMG i am itching for timbre. it's acting again. anyone?

haiz.

Advancement

2008-04-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

i attended CSC meeting today. it was a deciding factor for the members for the next term for office bearer position. SUPER TYPICAL MR JOHN who went missing for half a yr not even showing up for events came for the meeting hoping to get a position in office bearer.

i heard from Ivan that three person were short-listed for position of VC since Ivan is stepping down. I am glad i was choosen to be one of them. But in the end they did not choose me becos they felt that i am not ready and i am also too young. yes i agree, totally. becos i am not ready, not serious enuff. it's like a flower not yet to bloom. well i am seriously happy just being considered for such a position. anyway i am not ready for this commitment like how Ivan did. and the amount of shit that he took. the amount of time he spent.

maybe i will get to escape this round of nomination and stay as a simple happy member playing badminton. anyway they will call for interview and results will be out in Sep. a long way to go.

and i am also performing for my job. starting to shine out abit.

i guess everything for me is turning out just fine. i am starting to love it.

EXCEPT a BIG EXCEPT, my love life. haiz how i wish Ivan is not getting married. better still dun have GF. hee. next time if i were to have a bf i will get someone like him. :D

CHANGES????

2008-04-23T09:27:00.001-07:00

well good news. we won the third round of the badminton competition. that is good news. i won my match that makes me happier. victory spur me on further. i will fight with the aunty next week.

we change our plan for sep 2008 holiday. now we are going to thailand on the 6th sep. den they will leave on the 15th while i carry on to travel down to cambodia.

my chest pain getting bad. even lying on the bed triggers the pain. FINALLY i decided to visit my shuai shuai doctor, DR Lawrance Cheah. he did an examination of my chest. he pressed my chest around my left breast. he paused and said "Well good news, your chest pain is due to the muscle tear ard your rip cage. Nothing to do with your heart. Your heart is still healthy. This injury might be due to stress or exercise (like push up). This is a external injury. So you need MC today?"
"Yes (Of course la!)" u tink i come to see u when i dun need MC? i took a peek into his record card. The last time i visited him was 24th March 08. wow i said "Dr Lawrance i see u once a month leh."

2008-04-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

okay baichi called. i am happy.

hi baichi,

are u very happy that someone still carrying this touch for you. hee u wun be luffing for long kk.

your dearest eve

i miss GOOD FELLOW. my cutie went for a hair cut. i used BW's cam to take video of them. i will upload them ASAP. well good things are to be shared. but if i get cutie as my BF. pls freaking stay out kk? but anyway my cutie has a gf alrdy.

i totally fall in love with him when he sang Won't Go Home Without You - maroon 5 on that faithful nite.

Backpacking Trip (Solo)

2008-04-17T09:49:00.000-07:00

i am going thailand on 8th sep and backpack down the way to meet my frens on 13th sep in..........

CAMBODIA~~~~~~~

isnt this exciting. the scary part is i am travelling alone in thai.

anyone wanna join me??? any tips???

The Posture

2008-04-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

Wad's yours? i am not talking about sexual posture kk?

i realise i got a standard pattern of sleeping posture when i am in diff mood.

EG if i am very tired and i know i can fall asleep instantly, i would lie down on my right of the body. and if i keep flipping and flopping in bed, i would turn to lie on my left side of the body and i will be facing a cold wall. i feel secure sleeping near the wall. when i am very stress or i need to go thru my thoughts i would lie flat on my back to relax my shoulder.

so wad's yours?

2008-04-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

did i tried hard enough for things to happen? or did i lose it all becos of my generosity?

2008-04-12T19:24:00.000-07:00

i got a call from a strange number a few days ago. Uncle(He sound like in late 20s) keep calling me. i believe he is calling my old number which was retain by me when i bought the M1 handset. my old starhub number is a recycled, haha and i got alot of ah neh calling that number.

finally last night he sms me what's your name? how old are you and wad's your race? i guess he is a malay or indian. i replied him "i think you got the wrong person. this is a misunderstanding" he replied "it okay. we are humen." wau lau. cant spell for good still wanna sms me.

i dun wanna to repeat my old ways. like knowing someone while sitting at mac when he bought stuff from breadtalk to eat. or know someone by directing him the ATM. it will be ridiculous to say ohh i know this guy becos he called the wrong number looking for wrong person and den we got hook up.

he is crazy enuff to sms me morning greeting message. SIAO.

ps: i miss the lead singer of good fellow at timbre on sat

2008-04-10T07:21:00.001-07:00

i am in love with this song.

Results

2008-03-15T20:12:00.000-07:00

My dear mei mei,

it's hard to watch your everystep like this. u gotta learn. it's okay to fail. but never fail to plan. in the case if u fail without planning, u might sink into a deep depression. that could explain why u are so lost now. picking and trying at everything. pouncing on chances if there is any.

pls much for your future. i am not alway there to nag u about wad u wan to do. see yourself 5 or even 10 yrs down the road. where will u be, where u stand. it's act meaning to the dull life

think about it again

2008-02-28T10:20:00.000-08:00

不知不觉，我已经单身了三年。我以为是因为我没看上身边的任何一个人。但是我发现原一直来，问题都出在我的身上。可能这是一种借口。我满脑都是在想这那个人。我听的每一首歌，去的每一个地方，做的每一件事都会让我想起你。我不知道我是为了你而活，还是为了我自己？每次我听到“我怀恋的”，我的心都会觉得酸酸的。

我们会不回我每次都在想的如果？我们有没有可能。

我在这样想的话，有一天我真的会疯掉！！

2008-01-17T08:04:00.000-08:00

it's gonna be a long long entry. Review of my life. well if u dunnoe me, read this.

1. When i was in primary school, i was late for school on the second day. they locked me outside the school during assembly. i stood outside the school gates and cried. until my mum came to my rescue.

2. i was in the primary school netball team. i have like 4 CCAs at one time. Librarian, Track and Field, Netball and Swimming

3. i went on to sec 1 continue wad i love in sec 1 before i left netball team and joined the badminton school team.

4. i met rui ping, rong and sok in badminton school team. Not long after that, i met Xiao Wei from the school competitions. haha my first Ah Beng!

5. There was a crazy period when i club and hang out in orchard until like 12am when i am just 14. I met many other frens. Like jase, zhiren, audrey, ash, many many more frens.

5. i met jayius. my sweetest mistake in my life. oily too. hee i was stucked with Jayius for good 5 yrs. i tot jayius was everything. well thank god we ended. when i finally ended all these. part of me died.

6. i started hanging out with my teacher raye. lucky i met her. she open my mind and i started to accept kids. soon i became a part time tuition teacher. kinda change my life. well i tot was a big step.

7. OF COURSE, not forgetting Mike, my blackie ex black bf who is now in japan fucking white Japanese gers.

8. soon after Mike was vergel. for a moment i hated him. but well. we are frens now. and i am happy.

9.dun forget about my Chinese Singapore BF kk. 我哭了! Jeffrey! he is the sweetest guy i even met. Until now, to me he is still a very nice guy.

i will pause for a while. I rmb tang wei mention something "your life is full of excitement" i wished i could tell her that excitement only happens when u are young and once the flame dies off. nuthing is left. just a boring job and yourself.

she said something like "i dunno why u dare to go to mike's place. OMG all the blackies there and they dun like to on the lights. u will just see white teeth floating in the living room"

10. i had a ride from jayius when jayius drove uncle's car illegally. when Raye realised that she NAGGED ME FOR THE WHOLE WEEK WHEN I MET UP WITH HER. she tot i was crazy. so did tang wei. maybe u guys din know i was scared too!!

11. i started when i was 18. will this 21 would be a good time to celebration three yrs.

12. finally to end it off, i fell in love with Raye. i guess was the biggest mistake that i have to pay for it.

13. lucky i met my lovely frens from SJC, Tang Wei, Lee Ping. When i broke up with Jayius, they were there for me. Same for the rest. they stood next to me for a good 8 yrs. I love you guys!!!

Currently, i am working in Great Eastern if u know and i hate my job. i need to quit and find a job that belongs to me. After i started working, another part of Eve died. i need to be the same Eve again.

Maybe this entry is abit short as to compared wad had really happened for the past 21 yrs of my life. but well next entry, i promised i will attached pictures.

2008-01-14T05:12:00.001-08:00

okay i am still preparing my special special entry with biggest secrets of my 21 yrs. well. i do really want to blog and put up pictures but haiz i am too lazy to collect all my pictures. okay dokie i am going off to meet my frens.

2007-12-29T10:47:00.000-08:00

hi i am back again. i have been suffering isonmia the the whole of last week. maybe it's due to the TP test. I suffered from lost of appetite, dizziness and vomiting. i guess i got too stress out. but since it is over. i should be able to sleep well but i STILL CANT FUCKING SLEEP IN PEACE. maybe it's due to the argument that i had with Zhi Ren recently. or i am just too happy.

Next thing that i have in mind current is to organize my party in Jan. Planning planning and more planning. I better do up a proper list up soon. i better start shopping for the items i need. My big day is coming real soon. well my mum have been asking wad i want for my birthday. well i tot she would have to shop for it herself?

after looking at the screen for a while. i am sleepy. i shd try to sleep.

2007-12-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

this is crazy. i was browsing M1 webby and i found this. people bid for nice numbers. see see? 800+ for the start kk.

2007-12-10T07:22:00.000-08:00

Song Lyrics

I love Alicia Keys. She is so dam freaking cool. my sister say i like blacks. well it's kinda true. from my boo to no one.

i feel her pain when she sings this song.

2007-11-01T10:17:00.000-07:00

it is abit frustrating looking at blogs when they dun update. i can understand how my frens felt when i dun update for monthssssssss. sometimes when i look at friendster or pics from someone's page. i will be OMG. u see that someone he looks so much older now. so dam freaking old with that hair style or stuff

anyway this is random stuff.

Mav's new baby sister

where is the fucking rose raye promised to give me

Nice pic i tink i can change a job

jason. he is nuthing but trouble

random. i dun always take this kind of pic

took this when i am feeling down. on the way home

my poly fren's baby boy. si bei pui ah

ladies nite out =MOS=

playing with my phone cam. Boon Kiat likes to be punk

2007-10-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

Li Jun's (my cousin) wedding tonight. My first cousin to get married cos we are considered the older kids in the family. well she is pretty. but after seeing the wedding i decided i better give up the idea of getting married cos it's way too troublesome.

All my relatives mistook i am the youngest in the family. tinking my youngest sister is me. i was like do i still look like a kid? WAU LAU eh.

just so happen that mark's daddy is a colleague of the groom and we got a free ride home. well HONDA FIT. raye's car model.

2007-10-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

i am gonna have a special entry for my 21st bday. before i am too busy again to do so. look out for it.

"
Ping: TGIF. Pong lets go out
Pong: T.G.I.F.
Ping: Pong wear your shoes and go out la
Pong: T.G.I.F.
Ping: Pong!~! wad are u doing? looking at your shoes?
Pong: Toes Go In First
"

haha this pair is surely retarded.

i am going IKEA to do some shopping this sun. and i am alone. any takers? :]

2007-10-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

i was looking through my colleague's friendster's pic. i saw all the wedding pics suddenly i got this urge

我突然也好想结婚喔！他妈的，我连男朋友都没有！！

i am still tinking how to spend my 21st birthday. shd i take leave and go for a holiday somewhere. or a party? sian leh. having a party on my birthday is like a slavery on my day. torture. mentally and physically.

2007-10-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

i am so sick of working.

i went to sya's house cos she invited us for a hari raya lunch. we were watching extreme makeover house edition. den i said "wow i like this show, they do miracles to the houses and i love it" dave said " that's becos they got big houses" i replied "conclusion is marry an ang moh rite?" ai ya. why such shit come out of my mouth. make me sound so cheap.

i am gonna club and club and more club EVERY SAT until dropped. my tuition is coming to an end. boon kiat is such a sweet boy. he asked me "are u going to teach me next yr and second one?" my hrt melt leh. even sweeter den my bf telling me i love you leh

2007-10-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

dun buy HP from city plaza kk? they are out to cheat ya.

now i understand why Office Ladies got another nickname call "Vase". Beautiful to look at but empty inside. i mean most not all. i borrowed my brother's PDA and i realised that there is nuthing much for me to do with it. but best thing is that i can play some silly games with the PDA. seriously useless leh

i still like the traditional way pen and organiser.

going MOS again this sat to catch the finals of the rap battle challenge. FREE ENTRY. anyone?

We just cant stop

2007-10-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

We went to MOS den double O. we watched Rap battle by 98.7fm for BEP's concert. serious i tink this guy from philippines is gonna win cos he is really good.
and we just can stop taking pictures when we were in the ladies of MOS.
there we go~~

2007-10-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

"
Ping: Hi Pong
Pong: Hi Ping
Ping: wow your jeans so nice leh. where u bought it?
Pong: GUESS
Ping: levis?
Pong: GUESS
Ping: Diesel?
Pong: GUESS
Ping: Gucci??
Pong: Your head la GUESS la
Ping: Giordano
Pong: GUESS LA~!~!~
Ping: what the hell? dun wan to guess already this is freaking ugly la.

The adventure of Ping and Pong
"

2007-10-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

i have been listening to radio these days cos my MP3 cable is missing. i heard this from 98.7 FM

"the adventure of Ping and Pong:

Ping: wow i have been looking at the application form for so long i dunnoe how to fill leh
Pong: which part u dunnoe?
Ping: the part says "sign here"
Pong: why u so stupid? they say sign here den u put your horoscope there lor

Ping: i have been stuck at this blank computer screen for so long!!!!
Pong: why are u stuck?
Ping: becos the screens says "press any key to continue"
Ping: i look at the keyboard so long but i dun see "any key" on the keyboard leh

when u have a twin it's never boring! the adventure of ping and pong!~~~~"

funny leh

i seriously dun even know u got a new blog. and when i call you or sms u. i ended with no reply. sometimes u say u will call me back but u din. if i dun try to call you or sms you i dun even know when u will call again. and meanwhile i will stop trying.

2007-10-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

tell me i am boring. even i myself feel that too. coming into this blog have been a dread.

i get restless when i come into this blog to post a entry. after a sentence or two. i will tell myself i am tired and i am going to bed but i ended sleeping at about 2 am. WTH

2007-09-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

well i know i haven upload the pictures on my blog. i din even update that regularly. i am super busy. exams are coming and all my students are asking for more lessons. i seriously dunno how to handle it already.

i just finished my 1000 pieces jigsaw. i am gonna embark something new. my cross stitch. so frens expect something new for this yr's christmas. it's gonna be lovely.

suddenly i feel like having this list; things i love:
1. eating junk food from cold storage BBQ section
2. grass jelly
3. taking pics of my students when they are studying
4. scold and curse my dog

ai ya i suddenly forget the list i have in mind that i wanted to blog. that this is just a short entry to keep my audience checked for the time being.

i am going to sleep soon good nite.

2007-09-17T09:55:00.001-07:00

i just came back from malaysia. i guess nuthing much for me to blog. i will try to get those pictures and upload here.

pictures says alot. so i wun have to crack my brain to recall things happen in malaysia in details kk.

Loves, Eve.

2007-09-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

unknowingly i login into blogger. well i might as well come in and blog. i took leave for this thursday and friday. i got a very strong feeling that tw is not going malacca since we are still totally not ready. not that i am cursing her or something like that. even after she got her results and she passed i dun tink we still can make it cos we seems so unprepared for this.

if nuthing is arranged den got last min changes, i will buy myself tickets and head down to KL or somewhere near escape for a few days. alone. a cruise maybe. and read all day long.

2007-09-08T13:07:00.000-07:00

i went shopping with zhiren today a list of things that i have bought/done:
1. The Face Shop - cleansing wipes & 2 bottles of nail polish
2. a pair of black jeans
3. Crabtree & Evelyn - lavander hand cream
4. Marriott - Mooncakes (white paste with single yolk)
5. Cartel - Seafood platter
6. Movie at cathy - Premonition (By sandra bullock)

Happiness is priceless. i am happy. it's been a fruitful saturday even though i spend about over $200 bucks. wow heart pain leh.

i read ping ping's blog. i saw the entry made on thurday at ICE3. i was wondering why i wasnt invited? i was free ma. did i reject them? i tink i did. anyway i am so tired.

2007-09-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

i love the tracker. tells me who visit my blog and people who still care if this fren of yours is alive or dead.

i am so dead. i got tons and tons of work i cant finish and i knock off on average 730pm everyday.

i am coughing so badly. HEADACHE. tired. I NEED A BREAK~~~ stay at home and sleep all day long.

2007-09-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

my long awaited mens is here.

my company doctor asked "do you s****?"
my reply "no"
OMG i lied. i just cant bring myself to tell her. i am so sorry doctor i felt guilty lying to you but the fact is nuthing can escape from your eyes.

snap shots

2007-09-01T11:11:00.000-07:00

2007-09-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

"WE HARTZ FOREVER"

I saw this on the bus window. I serious dun understand what the hell does HARTZ means. can some kind soul explain? i simply stare at the window for as long i was in the bus. strong temptation to take the picture of the wordings.

I BOUGHT A DRESS. omg. my taste is so dam freaking old. it's gonna be my birthday dress. :]

i met ZhiRen on thursday for HairSpray. I met leeping on friday for ratatouille. spend about almost close to 200 over the two days. shit. i am shopping for my DS.

My frens. it's teachers' day!! haha. fruitful and lovely. i was so touched when i received gifts from my student. thank god for them.

2007-08-29T07:53:00.000-07:00

oh ya. i asked my brother to get me a coach wallet from canada. it cost $130 but the price tag in US$200. cool huh. but the wallet abit too big abit flashy but never mind i like it.

I worked till 8pm today. worst of all days. average only until 7pm. I was the last one to leave the company and i have switch off the lights and stuff. I tot i heard someone was out there, that someone open the drawer but there was no one except me. shit! i am just scaring myself.

i got this from yu min:
qns: What is a donut without a hole in the middle?
ans: hum ching beng!

haha funny rite? so cool.

On average, i have one meal a day. stay awake busy staring at computer for at least 12 hours. now i got a sore eye for my left eye. looks like i am gonna be bind. i am coughing like crazy, even breathing difficulties at times. i paid my life for the pay i am receiving. sometimes i wish i can drop everything and stick to raye like how lyn does it. haha. but i got too much. too much that i cant let go. mama says i am a responsible kid.

i tink due to the stress i am facing. it seems like i have stopped mens for many months. maybe i got a disorder. i need to get a insurance cover as soon as possible. i cant sleep at night. my complexion is rotting. i am taking more sticks a day.

nuthing seems to get through me.

i am crazy

i kena complain in company like siao.

i cry alone in the dark. sometimes even when i am outside.

i am crazy. i need someone to fall back on.

i am losing it all.

2007-08-24T12:39:00.000-07:00

My mummy reads my private blog.

if tml i cant find anyone to go shopping with me well den. i will go alone. First i will catch dead silence and den shop at bugis for a new belt. maybe do facial? ALONE kk?

2007-08-19T07:58:00.000-07:00

my brother help me to buy a wallet from coach. from canada. yea i tink coach abit old la but well i like it leh. dun forget eve is an ah soh.

i saw angelo today. happen to bump into him he seems scare to see me. but nvm i will still wait for him. he meets my standard leh.
My idea bf:
1. NOT SINGAPOREAN
2. TALENTED
3. FUN can make me smile. lovey dovey stuff dun last. humour does.
4. i am not a third party

come to tink of it. well if i can accept age gap of 10 yrs old. it's as good i will wait for Maverick to be my bf 10 yrs later. not bad leh. he is 10 yrs old now i am 20 yrs old. come to tink of it i find it scary. anyway for your infor maverick is my student. SCARY~~~~~ haha. i cant help it but to luff at the idea i will be holding maverick's hand walking down beach.

i am total freak out at the idea of being third party AGAIN. pls. pray harder for me. that i will survive this. i miss Raye alot alot. i tink i am going to die liao.

2007-08-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

I MISS:

1. canoeing in the open sea
2. shopping on weekdays afternoon
3. suntanning. the feeling of the sun burning my skin.
4. walking into RC sitting and seeing her teach
5. her
6. monday afternoon lunch time with her
7. her
8. sitting in her car chatting until late at nite
9. her
10.eating "seaham" at gardens
11.her driving me around

walking around in sk like a zombie. life isn't great not smooth sailing too.

2007-08-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

i baked muffins even though i am tired kk.

i just saw her comment yesterday. it amazing how she used her words and justify everything seems so natural. like a of course thingy to do. but i dun see much conflict adding me as a friend anyway it's the past. in this new blog i will start everything afresh.

we got new people coming in for the eldershield programme in our company. i would say them as weird people. but anyway no handsome ones and no pretty ones. haha

2007-08-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

hey anyway is someone able to trace my this blog by clicking on my profile?

cos this blog was created using the same account as the sillycowie. guys pls adv.

anyway feeling abit sick today. having hedache and feeling abit feverish. i guess i am gonna fall sick soon for real. i have to chiong my tuition for this month cos almost all my students having test soon. after that i can have a good break on weekends.

work tml again. i am turning in early today. as in now after i finish my entry. if i die in my sleep, well u guys can take your share for those i have assign. Ping ping, wei wei and ah lee u guys know it rite?

2007-08-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

I saw her. when least expected.

i am turning andro. love me ya?

2007-08-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

that's the end of one episode after i change my blog add. i tink i will miss L jie jie R jie jie and rebecca jie jie reading my blog and tags.

it occurs to me asshole in my blog might be Raye.

in this fresh start i got a wishlist but seems very hard to achieve. haha. sometimes i dun like the idea of having such a list. seems like i am showing off when i strike off one or like i am hinting things i want. but anyway my list abit expensive i tink more likely it's the first idea.

that's all for today. hope u guys will like my new blog new URL and new skin. kinda sick of the old one huh? but i still like the old blog leh.

2007-08-11T10:05:00.000-07:00

Eve have moved