memories

we met and went out for dinner. this is a sudden arrangement. i walked passed her centre and she was there with angelo. we went for beef noodles at kovan. i wasn't that hungry, actually just wanna go out with her. i dunnoe when will next time be.

i see that she is kinda troubled about junior. and also her. well as usual they quarrelled. on our way home, i wanted to talk about US. but suddenly i am lost with words. i dunnoe what about US we can talk about. i really miss her. but we seems so distance after the months. seems like i dunnoe her or we just got to know each from the streets. we were like two frens never existed in each other's world. our conversation were brief and superficial

true. yes. i am angry and sad. about the whole parting thing. i told myself this will be the last time. there she was talking about jurong mee siam and i mumbled "this will be the last time" not what she said angers me. but the parting thing angers me.

SHIT! Eve, you are losing your focus again.